Numb Am I ???

PS1 : Read at your own risk.
PS2 : Censored Material. Not for minors.

I am feeling so fucking bad. I dont know why. Perhaps I am frustrated but I dont know with what, I am angry but I dont know who is that fucking bastard, I am sad but I dont know what is the most fucked up thing around me, I am confused and now I dont even know why I am confused. So, basically guys I am lost and I feel like I dont belong to this world. There is only one thing that is spiraling in my brain and I am crying that “I hate myself and I want to die”.

I have no clue what I am writing and dont even know what the hell I am scribbling down. GOD I am going crazy.

Sometimes I feel this whole world is so fucked and people are bullying themselves that they cannot tolerate anyone who is lesser in magnitude than them in whatever sense. And yeah they cant even tolerate even someone who is just a level higher than them but not at the top.

Hmm so you must be wondering what is this all about that I am talking. Well its nothing actually for the whole cunt world but it has hell lot of importance for me. But neverthless this world shouldn’t give a damn to what I think and what I say and whatever is going on with me, not because the world is at fault but because I myself am such a looser, I cant afford it anymore now, I want to break loose and dissolve into river, I want to break into pieces, I want to shatter myself. The energy[read it frustration] level inside me is raising and its so high that I want to melt this whole world by just actually looking at it.

What the hell has happened to all the good people of the world, where have they hibernated???
Or are they permanently gone , dead ????
What’s it that’s wrong ????

I am seriously sorry for people who hadnt expected this from me but sometimes you feel like crying and shouting but when you cant do you are helped by blogs and other mediums of expressing your feelings. I choose this one.

Adieu.